I woke up with my alarm ringing and thankgod it interrupted my dream because it was a really bad one. I felt damn shitty so i texted bi and he called me like almost immediately. :] It didn't help much even after we got off the phone, my dream still haunt me like how spirits haunt people and drive them to their deathbeds. LOL. And to add on to my misery(as if i didn't had enough alr), i had a splitting headache after eating those madeleines from one of my school's foodcourt. Went home, puked like 5 times within an hour before i could fall asleep peacefully.

I always tell people that dreams are the opposite of reality but it didn't occur to me before at how it really affects a person. This bad dream had affected me emotionally, multiplied my fears, and made me extremely paranoid. There are two possibilities for this dream, 1. i'm afraid to lose you, or 2. it would hurt my ego. Which ever is it, both still serve the same function - performing up to my fullest. Because i want to be perfect for you.

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Give me another six months, and i promise you that you'll never ever find another girl like me.♥

p.s. And oh baby, while i'm improving myself to be perfect for you, you're still required to fullfill the 101 clauses which i've already typed and printed out for you. HAHAHAHAHA!

An eye for an eye.

Monday
Caught the movie, "My Sister's Keeper" with my classmates. Me and Nadhirah were laughing at each other when we saw ourselves tearing during the movie. LOL. She said this before the movie, " This is my 3rd time watching it, i don't think i will cry anymore uh. " HAHAHAHHA. In the end still she cried!!!! The movie was so sad :( i don't like to watch how a person was suffering till death :( After the movie, Nasuha, Nadhirah and I headed down to ION for some shopping. I got some accessories from accessorize and that was it.
A great start for a week. :D

Thursday
I went for a job interview. Guess what?! I'm gonna be hired as a piano teacher!! WEeEeEeeeeeEeeeEEEeEeEeEee!!!  But it's still not confirmed yet :( I have to wait for the reply from the headquaters. So in the future, IF i'm working at Cristofori Music School, do ring me up if any one of you wanna take piano lessons from me :)
Tiring day, but everything went accordingly.

Friday
Had a pretty good laugh with Amanda Annie and Manda last night. We were in SP to watch a dance concert and since Amaryllis was performing, we all went down to support :) As usual, we girls were gossiping about everything and were laughing really loudly like nobody's business. I swear Amanda is such a joker! HAHAHA! Amanda was imitating Manda's actions when she waved to her bf. & Manda called A.A mother of exaggeration LOL.
There's no need for exercise, my abs are already hurting so much from laughing.

Saturday
Today didn't start off that well. It kinda sucked when bi booked out late :( It became worst when we both got into a little arguement at town while he was also receiving shitxzxzx from everyone (including me). I felt kinda bad when he told me how sucky life was right now (in NS)... so i decided to apologised to him first.  We managed to turn the situation around by talking things out, so it was all good.  As usual, i crashed at bi's till Sunday and helped him to pack his stuffs for ns. I think he would die (like literally) without me cause the last time i recall of him packing his own things was... never. LOL. 
It's gonna be such a long weekend without you by my side...♥

 
Does this bring back fond memories of us? :)

Yes, this is the kind of impact that i wanna make.
It stings, at times.